♥Thursday, 23 July 2009 } 23:11
Dear God,
sorry if i was kindda being like a hypocrite just now when I congratulate my sis and her boyfriend on their engagement. I know i'm suppose to be happy for them.. But i'm just mentally and physically not ready and prepared for it yet.. Sorry about that. Couldn't help crying after i went to congratulate them. Secretly went to my room to cry after that.
Well now my sis is engaged.. Hopefully in 2 years time when my sis boyfriend graduate and they get married, i'll be mentally and physically prepared by then.
Will miss my sister. Been with her for 20+++ years. Sharing the same room and secrets together for 20 years... Will need some space and time to get used to it.. My sister marrying into another family and spending less time with me.. =(
But God help me let go of this sadness... And prepare my heart and mind and the courage to accept things which I can't change.
Amen
I will miss my sis.. Always... But guess this is the parts and parcels of growing up... And soon these tears will stop flowing down my cheeks... I believe God has not made me as a feeble person but a strong and independent person.. Yea! Sally will get away and over with this emo feeling soon~
