♥Friday, 14 May 2010 } 03:07
13 May 2010
My Traffic Police driving test. Thank God that You were with me. Although I didn't passed, I believe You had Your own reasons... Like what Ade told me today, I Know You have plans to prosper me and not to harm me. Not passing despite all those driving practices, i believe in the end, You still had Your reasons. Though I may not understand it now, I believe someday I will.
Of course looking back, there were some errors here and there that should have not been made. But what is done is done. Should have been more careful in my changing of gear. Perhaps it was because that I changed gear too early while making my right turn that my car hit the kerb. Sianz! - that's the feeling after having had about 41 lessons and still not being able to pass due to that JUST ONE 'Immediate Failure'. It's irritating! Everything went well in the circuit. but it was only on the road that this hitting the kerb thing had to happen only ONCE!!! And that caused my failure. Hate it. JUST THAT ONCE caused my immediate failure. Besides that everything was alright. I got 14 pts altogether. And I could have pass without that immediate failure =(
Maybe it is through this experience that I will have more confidence in my next Trasffic Police test. And all this nervousness will not be there as it was today. And that when I take my driving test the 2nd time, it will be much much better! I Will be more determined to pass my driving the 2nd round!!!
Pray that I will be able to accept and face my failure bravely. Even if it means going back for 4 more revision lessons, maybe seeing the same instructors - some of which I don't really like. Grant me the courage to face up to them again and learn from my mistakes even if it means to endure and listen to their nagging.. It's not going to be easy. But with Your love, let me pull through it all...!!! And thanks for letting me feel the love of all my friends. Especially those Coming from those whom I don't really know well. Was really touched by their unexpected encouragement. Also friends Replying to my whinings through sms, telling me not to give up still. Thank God for all of them! Thank God for letting all of them be my rainbow in the dark clouds.. Giving me hope, reminding me not to give up...
And this will be a start to giving thanks to You in all circumtances. Good or bad, as hard and difficult as it may seem to be, teach me to see Your loving grace and mercy through it all~
